He had the biggest heart didn’t he! No matter what I did wrong in life he’d always fight my corner even when it was indefensible. I don’t think he ever got over what my mum did to him so life became very hard and I’d often get the brunt of how he was feeling but it was me and him looking after each other all the way to the end. I remember mum & ray took me to hospital when I was 13/14 and I wasn’t in a very good place so wouldn’t drink the charcoal. I ended up fighting ray, the security guards & a handful of police & it was getting nasty. Then I saw dad get out of a taxi and tell them to get off me and I was instantly calm. No one else has ever understood me like he did. I miss him terribly, he was my everything xxx